Wednesday, November 4, 2009

"In This Hole we have built, we get further and further, further, further from the world..."

I feel like I'm in a hole I cant get out of. With all these voices in my head, all this depression and eating stuff. I want it to go away. Contemplating doing some shit with Bishop. I might call him...I want someone to talk me out of it.

He calls her babe. Then he got off. I dont know what to do. I feel different things all at the same time. I want to do something, anything to make all this crap in my head go away!!!

I hate him. I love him. I want to stop loving him but I CAN'T and I dont know why!!! Somebody please help me!!

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